黯然消魂的春藥

Hey dear my friend

Did you know why I seem lost in thought?

Because I saw this restaurant of kitchen and

I was envious them who work in the kitchen

Then I was disappointed myself ……

“Why did I have a skill but I didn’t have any opportunities?”

Did you remember you ask me which you want to be a chef as them?

That’s a point to break my heart!

However I was still hiding my mind to reply

I wanted and kept smiling

Actually my blood came out in my heart

It was real hurt!!!!!!!!!

During the dinner I didn’t have appetite to eat and

I was thinking about my tomorrow? How? Where? What?

I wanted to leave it in my head but I wasn’t able to do that

So I left what were you chatting about

I split hairs

It was too negative…………………….